well first of all, HAPPY FASTING!
haha it's the first days of fasting month! the moment i've been waiting for soo long, and i hope we can enjoy it next year, well, this posting, i'll tell you more stories about...
o-my-god i'm so damn desperate, feeling being left and feeling so foolish because i can't even catch what does the teacher saaid! actually just for physics, i love chemic, maths, and biology, but i can't even understand physics! daaamn! the teacher taught the material soo fast while my brain is working for a very low-0-low speed... then there i was once again, left. while everyone is moving forward. i hate times like this, when i felt i am the one whose not moving at all, while everybody is. i need, an accelerator.
blah, just forget about it for awhile. when a time being like this, i'm searching for a space, a space when i can just forget about many things that happen, many painful and desperate things. when i asleep, i just want a time when i wake up, i'll move my foot relaxedly, without any pressure on my head that keep on ticking like a metronome. damn.
well then, but the most fascinating things of all, I'm a member of OSIS noow, yaaay! what a pride wearing the babyblue-ish suit and green rope on my shoulder, whew, what a looong journey.
i need someone to forget him right off from my head please. any advices?